Last weekend my father OR my brother didn't show up. This week has been A HELL of a stressed week. I just finished my two page filled English work base on the entertainment of the 1950. I soon get a 5-6 pg MOVIE Script, outline, and characters. I wanted to partner up with my friends but one of them ditch me for another group. and my other two friends pairs up and try making me be with other people in the class that don't do shit making me feel like I'm some dumb ass bitch. Right now my stress level is even higher then the skies though the galaxies. I didn't cry, eat, or even talk. I just laying in my bed... wanting to sleep in my six feet deep bed...
I don't know how much longer i can handle this.
I bet only 5-10 people well red this and only 3 well reply because it ALWAYS happens. I don't think i have a future. I not smart. I'm pretty much failing ALL my classes. I have no talent. The only thing I though i had a talent is writing but now I know it not good enough because it wasn't in the school book and I don't have fans or get fan art like other people on this FUCKING WEBSITE!
I am done trying to make my life better because if i do then it explode in my face making things a living hell. I am also planing on leaving and quite writing because why brother. Kudos and credits to ~Sliding-Panda for the inspiration and some coding help. Background belongs to ~SSDema